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Fiorello H. LaGuardia High School of Music & Art and Performing Arts


Student Information

Name Carlos Santiago Rivera
Address [Rivera Family Home], Jackson Heights, Queens, NY
Student No. [TBD]
Birthdate 11/03/2007
Gender M
Parent/Guardian Reina Rivera, Juan Rivera
Date Entered 9th Grade 09/2021
Studio Instrumental Music (Saxophone)
Graduation Date 06/2025
Diploma NYS Regents Diploma

School Information

School Fiorello H. LaGuardia High School of Music & Art and Performing Arts
Address 100 Amsterdam Avenue, New York, NY 10023
CEEB Code 333515
Principal Deepak Marwah

Grading Scale

Grade Range
Pass 65-100
Fail Below 65

NYC DOE uses numerical grades (0-100). Minimum passing grade is 65. LaGuardia does not weight GPAs for honors/AP; course rigor is reflected in the course itself. A "regular" LaGuardia course carries rigor equivalent to an honors course at a standard high school.


2021-2022 -- Grade 09

[Attendance: 160/180 days. 20 absences -- medical.]

Course Grade Cr Notes
English 9 81 1.0 Reading and writing he could do from bed on bad days.
Global History I 80 1.0
Algebra I 74 1.0 Regents exam: 82. Course grade dragged by missed homework. Test score tells the real story.
Living Environment 76 1.0 Regents exam: 83. Missed 3 labs; made up 2. Course grade hurt by incomplete lab portfolio.
Spanish for Heritage Speakers I 95 1.0 Native speaker.
Health Education 83 0.5
Physical Education 72 0.5 Modified participation 6 weeks (unspecified medical).
Jazz Ensemble 93 1.0 Nelson Taveras, director. First chair saxophone by October.
Concert Band 90 1.0
Instrumental Class: Saxophone 95 1.0
Sight Singing 88 1.0
Music Theory I 91 1.0

Credits Earned: 11.0 Cumulative Average: ~85.7

[The pattern is already visible freshman year: test scores outperform course grades by 6-8 points in every academic subject. The boy understands the material. He just can't be in the building often enough for the daily work to reflect it.]


2022-2023 -- Grade 10

[Attendance: 150/180 days. 30 absences -- medical. Escalating. Academic probation warning issued spring 2023 when cumulative average neared the threshold.]

Course Grade Cr Notes
English 10 79 1.0
Global History II 77 1.0 Regents exam: 84.
Geometry 70 1.0 Regents exam: 78. Sequential math punishes absences harder than any other subject.
Chemistry 68 1.0 Regents exam: 76. Lab attendance: 72%. Course grade cratered by incomplete labs.
Spanish for Heritage Speakers II 93 1.0
Physical Education 68 0.5
Jazz Ensemble 92 1.0 Taveras. The chair by the door.
Symphonic Band 87 1.0 Moved up from Concert Band.
Instrumental Class: Saxophone 94 1.0
Music Theory II 89 1.0
Music History I 85 1.0

Credits Earned: 10.5 Cumulative Average: ~82.0 Academic Standing: Probation warning issued. Not yet formal probation. The threat.

[Sophomore year is the escalation, not the crisis. The body is getting worse. The absences are climbing. The gap between test scores and course grades is widening. Teachers are starting to split into two camps: the ones who see a kid who's struggling and the ones who see a kid who's unreliable.]


2023-2024 -- Grade 11

[Attendance: 132/180 days. 48 absences -- medical/personal crisis. Suicide attempt November 2023 (gabapentin overdose, age 16). Hospitalization at Montefiore Pediatric ICU. Medical withdrawal from PE, fall semester. Multiple incompletes finished over winter break and spring. YouTube video "What It's Really Like Being Me" posted spring 2024.]

Course Grade Cr Notes
English 11 (American Literature) 76 1.0 ELA Regents exam: 85. Fall incomplete, finished over winter break. He can write. He couldn't always hold the pen.
US History 75 1.0 US History Regents exam: 83.
Algebra II/Trigonometry 67 1.0 Regents exam: 74. Lowest course grade. Missed weeks in fall during hospitalization.
Physics 69 1.0 No Regents exam required. Lab attendance: 58%.
AP Psychology 82 1.0 AP exam: 4. Took this because part of him didn't know if music was sustainable and he wanted to find out what else he was good at. Turns out: understanding how minds break.
Spanish for Heritage Speakers III 94 1.0
Physical Education MW/70 0.5 Fall: Medical Withdrawal. Spring: 70, modified.
Jazz Ensemble 91 1.0 48 absences and Taveras still gave him solos.
Wind Symphony 86 1.0 Advanced ensemble. Attendance affected the grade.
Instrumental Class: Saxophone 93 1.0
Music History II 82 1.0

Credits Earned: 10.5 Cumulative Average: ~80.5 Academic Standing: Formal probation narrowly avoided. Summer course completion required to clear incompletes.

[This is the year. November 2023 -- gabapentin overdose. Montefiore Pediatric ICU. The spring semester grades are the aftermath: a boy putting himself back together with incomplete coursework and a body that still won't explain itself. The 4 on AP Psychology during the year he tried to die is the transcript's quiet scream -- he's brilliant, he's drowning, and the institution can see the grades but not the water.]


2024-2025 -- Grade 12

[Attendance: 155/180 days. 25 absences -- medical. The number looks like improvement. It isn't. He learned where every bathroom is. He learned which practice rooms lock from the inside. He learned to throw up quietly. The absences went down because he stopped going home when his body broke; he just found a place in the building to break in private and came back for next period. Juilliard acceptance (April 2025) gave him something to survive toward.]

Course Grade Cr Notes
English 12 82 1.0
Government & Economics 83 1.0
Pre-Calculus 73 1.0 Not required for diploma but LaGuardia expects 4 years of math.
[Science Elective] 75 1.0
AP Spanish Language 96 1.0 AP exam: 5. Native speaker.
AP Music Theory 97 1.0 AP exam: 5. This was never a question.
Physical Education 68 0.5
Jazz Ensemble 96 1.0 Senior year. Lead soloist. NY Youth Jazz Fellowship.
Wind Symphony 91 1.0
Instrumental Class: Saxophone 97 1.0
Composition 94 1.0 Elective. Original pieces that would become early CRATB material.

Credits Earned: 10.5 Cumulative Average: ~86.5 (senior year) / ~83.7 (cumulative)


Cumulative Record

Total Credits Earned 42.5 + summer/winter makeup
Cumulative Average ~83.7
Diploma Earned NYS Regents Diploma
Studio Instrumental Music (Saxophone)
Class Rank Not ranked (LaGuardia does not rank)

AP Examinations

Exam Year Score
AP Psychology Junior (2024) 4
AP Spanish Language Senior (2025) 5
AP Music Theory Senior (2025) 5

Three APs across four years at a conservatory high school. Two fives in subjects where his talent and heritage did the heavy lifting. A four in psychology during the year he tried to die.


NYS Regents Examinations

Exam Date Score Course Grade
Algebra I June 2022 82 74
Living Environment June 2022 83 76
Global History & Geography II June 2023 84 77
Geometry June 2023 78 70
English Language Arts June 2024 85 76
US History & Government June 2024 83 75
Algebra II/Trigonometry June 2024 74 67

The Regents column tells a different story than the course grade column. Every test score is 6-10 points higher than the corresponding course grade. Charlie understood the material. The grades didn't measure understanding -- they measured the ability to show up every day, complete every assignment, attend every lab, and perform consistency his body physically could not sustain. The institution graded attendance and called it academics.


Attendance Summary

Year Days Present Days Absent Rate
Grade 9 (2021-22) 160 20 11.1%
Grade 10 (2022-23) 150 30 16.7%
Grade 11 (2023-24) 132 48 26.7%
Grade 12 (2024-25) 155 25 13.9%
Total 597 123 17.1%

NYC DOE chronic absence threshold is 10% (18+ days). Charlie exceeded it every year. He was chronically absent for four consecutive years without a medical diagnosis to explain why.

Senior year's 25 absences looks like recovery. It isn't. It's a boy who learned to be sick inside the building instead of going home.


Supplemental Notes

Juilliard Pre-College Division (concurrent enrollment)

Charlie attended Juilliard's Pre-College Division on Saturdays for classical saxophone training from approximately 2019 (middle school) through 2025. Pre-College is a separate program and does not appear on the LaGuardia transcript. The concurrent training load is relevant context: five days at a conservatory high school, Saturdays at Juilliard Pre-College, on a body that was failing without diagnosis.

Daily Schedule Structure

LaGuardia runs ten 41-minute periods (8:05 AM - 3:35 PM). Instrumental Music students have 3-4 periods of music and 6-7 periods of academics per day. Charlie commuted from Jackson Heights on the 7 train, leaving home by 7:00 AM and arriving back after 4:30 PM -- nine and a half hours before practice time started.

NY Youth Jazz Fellowship

Awarded senior year. External recognition of jazz talent.

Summer Juilliard Composition Grant

Received during high school years.

Academic Maintenance

LaGuardia requires minimum GPA maintenance. Charlie received a probation warning spring of sophomore year. Junior year nearly triggered formal probation after the hospitalization. He was never formally placed on probation but lived under the threat every semester.

What the Transcript Doesn't Show

  • A teacher who put a chair by the rehearsal room door so a kid could sit without asking
  • A saxophone that said everything his body couldn't
  • A YouTube video that reached thousands of chronically ill teenagers who recognized their own lives in his
  • A Juilliard audition where he played four tunes from memory with an alumni rhythm section while his body fought him for every note, and got into a program that accepts seven to nine people per year
  • That the gap between his test scores and his course grades is not a mystery -- it's a medical record the institution couldn't read because nobody had written it yet
  • That his highest grade in four years was a 97 in saxophone and AP Music Theory, and his lowest was a 67 in Algebra II during the semester he tried to die, and both numbers are the same kid